This year 2016 I have been straightedge. This means no substances, such as tobacco, alcohol or THC. I am trying to make it through the rest of this year this way, which would be a miracle for me. I dont know if I could ever believe it except for the fact that I’m actually doing it.

I still feel the pull to alcohol sometimes. When I get lonely, or am exasperated by feeling stuck, or not knowing what direction to take, or what the heck I’m doing at the moment, I can feel the pull to put it all away for a bit with a drink.

But, I cant. I cannot drink again. Any more. Ever.

Not a sip. Nothing. Nada.

Ever. Ever. Again. Never. Ever. Ever. Never.

Please help me to stay sober, today. And all todays.

 

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