“Luck is the residue of design”
– Predestination (movie)
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Recent thoughts inserted into Spark The Flame
At a loss for public words.
My heart aches.
Be loved.
Thoughts, reflection on a message from the inner deep. In the midst of self-wallowing about being lonely, single and wanting, a message that came to me again, saying: “What you are looking for is already here.” Not as in I’m going to manifest something. Rather, it is about becoming aware of what is here already.
With Love.
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Been feeling lonely the last few weeks/month. But I think I am doing the right thing overall. And I am really proud that I am going through this without depending on numbing effects. And I am grateful for my wholesome thinking and feeling, in general, these days.
So, when you are sacrificing, but doing the best you can, or so, then take solace in that you are doing everything you can, as best as you know how. That is something to be PROUD of. Not pride as in an egotistical detachment from the world and others, but proud as in honorable, and inherently spiritual…work towards/with/for the whole.
Just wanted to share, that it seems like I will be required to be mostly straightedge. Maybe a little portion of a hookah every once in a blue might be ok, but even that I dont know.
- I cannot smoke cigarettes because even one now will create in me a hacking coughing fit
- I cannot drink alcohol because even one sip may cause me to binge where I become a danger to the lives of myself and others
- I cannot smoke weed, because the last two times I broke my abstinence from marijuana I became extremely emotionally distraught, where I am at risk of wanting to leave this world.
Looks like this leaves me with tea and hot sauce 🙂
I cannot wait for others to accept me. I must accept myself.
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Everyone Has Their Own Path
Everyone has their own Path
No matter what, Life can change for the better, starting from right Now
If I stop and think of How my Life is Freely given to me. I don’t know how to earn it, I don’t know of it being bought or earned. I’m Freely here, and I don’t know when its going to end.
And how valuable this is. How divine, gratefulness naturally arises
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Personal Production
My production, where is it going?
My effort represents personal production towards existence with every moment.
If I have high production and it is steered always good energy, your effort of direction, toward the good, gains you reward and padding of good vibration. Even if your current feelings mismatch.
Add gratefulness and humility so you keep the desire for good
And Faith
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No matter how far and advanced we get, it seems like we always have some falling to “look forward to.”
…another chance to learn….
Which values do I Value? It’s a Path I Choose
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this will work out somehow
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The situation can change. Anything can happen right now. You never know.
Think positive, pull positive, and the likelihood of things changing for the positive increases
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Desire The Good Thing
Desire The Good Thing
How do I desire the good thing?
the false ego wants power
the natural being arrives at Grace naturally
If You Are Going To Do Something, Do It Good
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Everything Moves At Its Own Pace
Everything moves at its own pace.
If you observe nature, both living and “non”, you notice everything has a time, seasons, currents, and its own way.
Faith is your ground.
It is what you look at.
When you are unsure,
look down
You are standing on Rock
I’m doing the Best
Thing I can Do
Therefore the Best
Thing will Happen
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Everything Is Connected
Everything is connected therefore everything you do affects everything