Just wanted to share, that it seems like I will be required to be mostly straightedge. Maybe a little portion of a hookah every once in a blue might be ok, but even that I dont know.
- I cannot smoke cigarettes because even one now will create in me a hacking coughing fit
- I cannot drink alcohol because even one sip may cause me to binge where I become a danger to the lives of myself and others
- I cannot smoke weed, because the last two times I broke my abstinence from marijuana I became extremely emotionally distraught, where I am at risk of wanting to leave this world.
Looks like this leaves me with tea and hot sauce 🙂
I cannot wait for others to accept me. I must accept myself.
Everyone has their own Path
No matter what, Life can change for the better, starting from right Now
If I stop and think of How my Life is Freely given to me. I don’t know how to earn it, I don’t know of it being bought or earned. I’m Freely here, and I don’t know when its going to end.
And how valuable this is. How divine, gratefulness naturally arises
My production, where is it going?
My effort represents personal production towards existence with every moment.
If I have high production and it is steered always good energy, your effort of direction, toward the good, gains you reward and padding of good vibration. Even if your current feelings mismatch.
Add gratefulness and humility so you keep the desire for good
No matter how far and advanced we get, it seems like we always have some falling to “look forward to.”
…another chance to learn….
Which values do I Value? It’s a Path I Choose
this will work out somehow
The situation can change. Anything can happen right now. You never know.
Think positive, pull positive, and the likelihood of things changing for the positive increases
Desire The Good Thing
How do I desire the good thing?
the false ego wants power
the natural being arrives at Grace naturally
If You Are Going To Do Something, Do It Good
Everything is connected therefore everything you do affects everything